Going head strong into Chicago

Don't you dare call me Pat. No such words and accurate correlation has come out of my mouth. You will not manipulate me into thinking I'm wrong. I'll admit what I said about Cindy the other day. I'm not taking it back or am going to be manipulated out of it. I told her to back off and she continued on with her harassment. I am the helpless one in this reality. I am the victim. I still think she is more psycho than me. If anyone needs the interrogation, demands, and discipline, she should get a taste of her own medicine. I havn't heard of her suffering in anyway.
I have suffered for years. Sure, every once in awhile, people will say nice things and even do outrageous things. The outrageous things cost me more than what its worth. I suffer with the outrageous things people do. Call it a major compliment, I say I feel taken advantage of.
I've lost friends and had to cut ties with my family out of my own self-respect and preservation. I have been lonely a long time.
I get dissed and degraded often in social situations.
I get fired from jobs often too as well as deal with god awful teachers.
I do get pissed on often and rejected often.
When I reject, I make it a firm one. I do not continue to harass as most usually do.
So, don't think for one minute after all of the times I have been pissed on, I am going to fall for the bullshit manipulation and say that its ok to harass me. Its ok to invade my privacy. Its ok for you to take advantage of me. Its ok for people to constantly stab and criticize me with their hate.
Stupid liars.

So if you want to turn the table on me, I'm not buying it.